WHAT DO I DO ? FRIENDSHIP PROBLEMS URGENT!?

basiically.. it started last year at a party wen one of our friends sat us all down and told us all the bad things that this girl who wasnt at the party said about us and we found out it werent trueee. then a couple of months later me and the girl that sat us down and told us about that girl were having a sleepover and we decided to make a burn book like out of mean girls , were we bitched about people. we promised we would never show another person.. it didnt turn out that wayy ,, one of my friends came round a couple of weeks later and she saw it. inside the book was notes abut ppl bitching about each otherr and there was a picture that i drew of the girl who wasnt at that party, it was reallly horrible.. it had pictures of her spotss and her fake ugss. no one else found out about it , then another girl came round my house and she saw it , but this is a whole new story , there was something racist .. because the girl the book was about was chinese we wrote chinese ***** in it !!!!! then the next day the whole year found out abuot it and even the teacheers. i blamed it on the girl i was with wen we wrote ittt. so every one hated her.. thingss died down a bit and we all became friends agaain buh recentlyy mee and the girl who sat uss down and told us about that girl have stopped being best friiendds. i dont no why ! and then every one hated me . that stopped. then we were all friendss untill today.. sammie (the chinese one) , kayleigh (one who sat us down and bitched about sammie) , natalia ( the 2nd one to see the book) went to kingston and kayleigh and sammie told natalia about the picture that i haddd drawnn .. they called me up all shouting at meeeh and everything , i felt baad . now they all hate meee . i have other friends at skl : karolina , anya and hannah they are my best friends noww so i will bee with themm tomorow .. buh wat am i going to do about thee othersss i have triedd too say sorry buh they blame everythibng on mee and forget about wat kayleigh and the racist girl done.. and also the other day they said that i sent hannah out to spy on them.. this is not trueee.. and they also found out that i saiid there party was gunaah be ****.. THEY ALL HATE ME i just wannt to start over fressshh .. and i have learnt SO MUCH from thisss ! pleaaaseee helpppppppp meeee !! im desperaaateee x